hopeless romantic

romance

how beautiful life is when someone makes you blush

how beautiful it is when there is someone in the passenger seat as you drive with music so loud you can't hear your thoughts

how marvelous life can be when your independence develops into selflessness for someone you would do anything for
how wonderful life can be when you have found the person that loves you for you

how beautiful life can be when you learn how to love, and love right

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hopeless

how hopeless it can be searching for someone who sees the depths of you and does not try to change you

how hopeless is the disappointment and realization that timing with someone does not always work in your favor

how hopeless is the aching wonderment of what someone you dream about thinks of you
how hopeless love can feel when your confidence plunges to fragility and nothing anyone can say will ever make you feel good enough
how hopeless you can feel when you let your mind wander to impossible places and destinations

do we humans act on this desire of the heart to love fiercely, or confine our fears of rejection and result to the hopelessness of love?

oh, romance, how sensational that sounds 

with that, i am left stumped;
 am i a hopeless romantic, or just hopeless?